by Silver (guest)
12/19/2001, 5:14 PM
Nanaea, I have nothing against you.
In a previous posting you said something towards being a satanist.
I thought that's what I meant.
if you do or not, it would make no difference to who you are.
Maybe I read it wrong, it was really just a question.
I wasn't trying to say anyting derogatory about you, or satanists, it was just a curiousity.
I was not trying to act innocent.
Of course I don't want to get into a 'flame war' with you.
I also noticed that on this site, you have a vast expanse of knowledge, a wide variety of resources, and a nack you simply can't learn for relating names.
I have a great deal of respect for your abilites.
I am deeply sorry that my comment would of come off that way to you, of accusing you of something you are not.
I do believe afterwards though, you said to me something along the lines of
'No, but dont worry Silver, it's not the first time you make a wrong assumption on this bored.'
Maybe you did mean that matter of factly, but it can off quite hurt and cruel.
I actually felt pain upon reading that, and it was only intesified as others joined in, and it kept going.
I want to apologize for saying what I said to you, but I was actualy worried about being told of, well.. this kind of thing before i even started.
Perhaps just a clash of personalities.
I don't appreciate being called a fool though.
And I have not been lurking, I never said I have been around here a long time watching.
Just that I read previous messages.
I only came on for 3 days reading all messages that were posted in November.
"If you can learn to "play nice" on this board" comments like that are uncalled for, and make me feel very childish.
I have made my decision to leave, and I stick by it,
I wish i could of benefitted from your knowledge and everyone else's here.
If I am in real name of a origin or meaning I may post, but not so that I am known.
Once again I'm sorry for that comment coming off wrong, and causing turmoil, but it takes two to fight, I was not entirely in the fault.
Best of luck to all.
~SilverDragon of Ryuchia
~Ahri Fallin of the Tribe of the Sacred
~Fennecaria of the Tribe Desert Fox
Best known as
~Ashley Cameron of Canada (eh? ^_^)