Antinous

My name is Antares, but it was originally going to be Antinous. (That's where I got Ant from, which eventually evolved into Antares.) I decided against it because I didn't think it boded well for me (the whole sleeping with someone nearly 4 times your age, dying before the age of 20, etc). I got it from Victor Hugo's description of Enjolras in Les Miserables (see: my username) (strangely enough, Enjolras also died quite young - I feel Hugo did that on purpose). Anyhow, this didn't end up being my own name, but I love it.