I'm not a fake, so I'm not trollish. And, I really didn't think it mattered who Carson or any of my other family is. No, I DID NOT want pity. I wanted some one to give useful adn helpful advice, but other than a few people, I haven't gotten any. Now, I'd rather start over and forget about all of this. (Although, I doubt that will gom over well with you and a few others). I just wanted help.