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For me, I guess it's a bit more personal. I used to play on a soccer team as a kid; during 4th and 5th grade, I was beginning to (truly) understand my sexuality more (as weird as it sounds). I had feelings for a boy named Sebastian on the team; he was my first real crush (not that I fully understood love at that age). Ever since, I've always thought of the name as very handsome, strong, and nice. It didn't help that I found another Sebastian attractive (with all of those aspects) in high school. I guess they gave positive associations for me; I used to like the sound, but think of The Little Mermaid (I wasn't a huge fan of that movie). For reasons I cannot explain, I just really enjoy the sound, look, and images Sebastian brings to mind now.

This message was edited 3/2/2024, 12:48 PM