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I don't know what you all happen to think about net rlnships,
But they have been very important to me, and i think it is good to just love someone for their mind, bcz in the end, thats what matters
I met Christopher (Micheal Heggemann) through a mutual friend named Eric.
Me and eric used to go out, but I found out he was a fen sucked ball of puke... and that kind of ended things...
Me and Chris have known eachother for about 6 1/2 months now, and have been... more then friends for about 5 of them
He is the sweetest, most thoughtful, and kind, and compassionate, and sensitive person I have ever met.
no one else can even come close.
I have never had someone be so sweet to me...
He knows and understands me more then anyone else, and we have things in common, but not to much, and not to little
He seems absolutly perfect... and then one night, I had a dream about him, where he was older, and we were married with a family
I told him, and i thought he would freak... but he thought it was wonderful... and we had a long talk about it
Well... to cut to the point... 1 1/2 weeks later, tonight, Teus. March 5, 2002, at 10:23 Eastern Standard Time... he asked me to marry him!
Even though it is just in chat (we talk on msn, but we will go the chat me and eric met on, where we have some close friends to be married)
it means the world to me, and I am on cloud nine.
For the longest time I wished I could get someone locally, and I felt so alone... but I don't anymore.
He always makes me feel happy, and wanted, and never alone.
It is like I can feel him with me at all times, and every time you breath in you can taste the pressence, and ur chest feels havy, its hard to breathe, and ur heart beats faster
You smile and sigh to urself all the time... and get shivers of contentment....
I really hope this is the one, I could never want anyone else, or ask for anyone more perfect
Oh we have had our little fights, and our differences, we cant stay mad mroe then 20 seconds, and we always resolve what the problem was, why it happened, and how to stop it from happening again
I just wanted to share this with you guys... not all sure why... I guess... tell you the truth people on here have touched me, and changed me, all for the better.
Who knows maybe things wouldn't of turned out this way.
I can't wait until I come back.
All my friends in rl (that can) and all my chat friends can come, including my online family (we are very close, mother, father, and my 2 children from 2 previous rlnships) and my grandson (product of my youngest child's affiar...)
I am simply speechless...
Wow... me speechless THATS SCARY!
well, everyone, bye for 2 weeks most likely
All my love (well whats left after chris... which is NUTHING!!! sorry :'(
Tootles

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