I'm going to use my amazing psy-chick abilities and (assuming that you're a girl) say that your mom gave you an alternate spelling of the name "
Deirdre" when you were born. She'd heard that name somewhere, liked the sound of it, and perhaps wasn't too certain of its spelling. Thus you wound up with a totally unique name (like our visitor Cyndal above).
"
Deirdre", according to my Pocket Guide to Irish Names, is "A name of uncertain meaning, perhaps signifying 'fear', perhaps 'one who rages', or perhaps 'broken-hearted one'. It was borne by the heroine of a tragic Irish legend. Two prominent Irish writers have used this legend: W.B. Yeats in his *
Deirdre* (1907), and
J.M. synge in his *
Deirdre of the Sorrows* (1910). It is popular in Ireland today."
-- Nanaea